Shine shine shine on! theres always hope

warning live without warning

She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories!
Sweet little child

Sweet, little, beautiful. Beautiful, wonderful, perfect, american girl.
Its okay to open up to let the light shine through.

Its been such a long time since i last posted!
anyway i just came back from freaking Australia! hell yes.hahaha
Soundwave was seriously mind blowing, so i`m going to post whatever i know since its still fresh in my mind!
When i arrived at the venue, i could hear the freaking loud double pedals on the metal stage haha. i think its stage 4! and then when i went in to the venue.. the atmosphere was like so scary all those metal heads plus i was alone at that moment.
Then i caught less than jake, insanely fun.. with lots of energy and joy.
after which i watched Gold finger for awhile and headed to the small stage( stage 6 ) i think. i caught The godly Bayside, which totally hyped me up for the whole soundwave! Freaking awesome music.
After which i caught forever the sickest kids blowing of the stage with their dance moves and funky music.
then Underoath which tore down the place even though i couldnt hear the snare properly.
After which i caught anberlin! 2nd time! awesome!
then i went to meet forever the sickest kids and grabbed some pictures!
went to see chiodos after that! which totally inspired me!
Okay i cant really remember anymore theres so much to tell!
BUT emery was the best! thats all i can say!hahaha
and also! lamb of god i caught a glimpse of them. insanely crazy. it felt like i was in a castle filled with ppl par-taking in some weird ritual.hahaha
oh ya! minus the bear as well insanely good musicians!!!!!!!!!!!
so yup! this trip probably just made me open my eyes to everything and i feel really fresh, ready to take on the world and its harshness!
Ive been trying to write some music ever since i`ve came back.which is only a few hours.
And yup listen to new found glory`s new album really really good!
okay sorry for the long redundant post.
BAYSIDE ROCKS

The spirt is within but the flesh is so weak

Go put your records on

I've got troubled thoughts and the self-esteem to match
What a catch, what a catch
And all I can think of is the way I'm the one who charmed
The one who gave up on you, who gave up on you



They say the captain goes down with the ship
So, when the world ends, will God go down with it?

This is where they all throw me to the wall.

We act like none of this matters
Is that what we meant When we said
That we'd sing what must be sung?

Do you feel alone?
Look at how time just slips by each day.
If this was our last, have you and i did our best ?
What if there were more?
Why don`t i realize it? Why don`t you?

Magical
"Each breath that you take has a thunderous sound"

So hello guys, its not so bad huh, some of you guys think i have changed a lot. and i have. sometimes you like it, and on the contrary, maybe not. people come and go in my life and They change too.
So turning 18 this year and i really dont know whats coming for me! weird. waiting, waiting , waiting
Hope

The year is over in just a few hours!
Been through a hell lot this year
So many things pass, so many things changed and there are always lessons learnt.
Thank you each and everyone of you who had helped me in this struggle of life and to anyone who ever made my life a living hell.Thank you.
For every tear that had to fall from my eyes and how everyday i wonder how i get through the night.
I`m thankful for every break in my heart.
The past cant be rewritten, there`s some things i do regret, been through some bad times, some damaged that cant be undone. But it don`t matter, as long as life gets that much harder, it only makes u stronger.
Thank you.
Another page of my life turn.

"You have the ability to do anything you f***ing want with your life and if anybody comes to you and tells you how to think and how to feel f*** THEM

When love beckons
His ways are often hard and steep
When his wings enfold
Ye yield to all he speaks

Just remember love possesses nothing
Nor would it ever be possessed
Oh love is love sufficient unto love
And you can figure out the rest

Your children will not be your children
They are the daughters and the son of a beginning
They'll come through your womb but not be coming from you
They will be with you but do not belong to you
You may give them your love but not your thoughts
Then they'll arrive with their own hearts
They're the coming of angels this blessed season
And then they'll sing oh how God rests in reason
God rests in reason

Think not you can direct the course of
Love itself directs the course allowed
Believe not God is in your heart, child
But rather you're in the heart of God

So what do you do when God moves through you???
What do you do?
Just say I do

PS: Hope this words may help anyone who is reading, well it helps me all the time.
Have fun!
Say i do

There's no telling where we'll be in a day or in a week
And there's no promises of peace or of happiness
Well is this why you cling to every little thing
And polverize and derrange all your senses
Maybe life is a song but you're scared to sing along
Until the very ending.

You got it, you got it
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic, hypnotic
Youre leaving me breathless
I hate this, I hate this
Youre not the one I believe in
With God as my witness

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
Im saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
Im saying something that I should have never thought of you

I knew, I know in my heart its not you
I never know what I want, I want, I want
Oh no, I should have never thought.

I`ve got my life in a suitcase and ready to run run away.
I`ve got no time cause i`m always trying to run run away.
Cause everyday it feels like its only a game.
I`ve got my life in a suitcase.

Sometimes its not about running away from the things you cant handle.
The things which seems so difficult to face.
The problems we have.
The difficulty of just facing the Truth.

Don`t run away from the truth, don`t run away from problems.
Your just going to make yourself be filled with self-pity, probably regret and its all a waste of time.
You will find yourself, well for me i need too everyday in my life.

Hello! its been a while since i posted! Anyways! yesterday i went for ATC`s album launch! insanely good like the whole atmosphere is just so awesome, and plus wonderful music. And i`ve got the album! so everyone please go and get the album from them! its really good!

KL trip is coming already, time is passing so damm fast. like everything good last for a second and everything bad last for years. So yup cant wait to go KL and just actually hopefully be able to just learn something out of everything.

So yup! OH! crisis core is so so damm hard on the freaking psp! i`ve been repeating one stage almost about 11 times! thats really bad and now i`m going back to playing and head to bed soon!
take care guys.
i hope things there are good. BYEBYE

How did we get here?
well i used to know you so well

Do you see what we`ve done?
we are gonna make such fools of ourselves

There is something i see in you, it might kill me but i want it to be true